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Blood dripping down

Taking shape

A broken heart



Cracked in two

Faint pulse

No life left



Tears red as blood

Falling from pooling eyes



Death on the brain

Self harm

Hurting bleeding



No understanding left

Eyes searching for a friend

A companion



Always loving the one

Falling to pieces

Alone

Would anybody care if i just sat there and died? Would anybody bother... Bother to remember me or things ive don? What if i lied walked away from this world, never saying goodbye. Would anybody care if im not there? Watch me walk away. Become lost to my own mind, in a way.. My own slave... Just a body with no life, no more emotions, no more smiles or tears to fall. Just digging away till i cut out my heart.

She sits in her seat

Her head faceing down

She’s afraid

The teacher calls her name

She looks up shaking



Grabs her paper

Stands up front

Opens her mouth

… no sound



Stairing, searching

She feels their eyes

The eyes that search for reason

Why is she here?

What does she think she’s doing?



She tries again

Opens her mouth

And, behold sound

Stuttering and fumbling

She makes it through



Looking up meeting their eyes

They understood

The sorrow plain to see



The pain they felt was hers

She feels each and every day

She cries and

Scratches not cuts

Now they know

Just how alone she feels



She walks to her seat

Takes a breath

And says one last thing

“it’s all true”

And sits back down

A smile

A laugh

A caring glance

Intense love building

I wish others could see

This side of me

My love for others

Wishing theyd see me

Happy around children

Theres more to me than

Anger, pain and sorrow

That’s the me I want people to see

But shes afraid of rejection and hurt

She hides inside of me

Comes out in stories I write

Inquisitive, bright and loving

Its like shes a different person in me

She only comes out around children

Holding much wisdom

She slips through the day

Sometimes unseen

Shattered, scattered places along the way

Broken, dying and alone

Cut off from the world

Afraid to love again

Hiding in hopes of not being found

If you find it leave it be

Tired of hurting it ran from me

Refusing to return leaving me cut off from the world

I can’t get it back

And hes no help

Hes the one who shattered me

Left me broken and alone

Scared to love again

Cascading rain falling as tears fall from eyes

Stabbing pain such as a knife to the heart

Sorrow swelling up with each rain drop

Confusion clearly on her face…wondering…

Why me?

Why now?

Whats wrong with me?

Out of the rain he comes

Arms spread wide

A warm embrace

Two hears beat as one

Hearts overfilled with love

Pooling aound them

In her loves embrace the hurt goes away

Roses are red

The symbol of love

Love is deep

And ours is strong

I love you now

As I have from the start

The day goes on

I think of you